During these years I made an effort to spend one hour strictly doing nothing. I was experimenting with trying to stop the flow of thoughts, and I was surprised at how impossible this turned out to be. For a short time I think I managed to stare completely into space. However, I had the strong suspicion that in those few minutes my mind clicked into rapid-erase mode. I was born to be idle, but stupid I was not. The compulsion to think made me helpless. I was my own failure, a headless stump of will. Looking at it from this angle, my idleness became more justified, so I -increased the dosage until I spent the whole day just lying around. My mother stormed into my room and yelled, ''you''re a parasite, do you know that?!'' But when she had a good look at my sorry state, she left the room in silence. I wrote a poem and stuck it on the wall. `I hold together the nation / from my high school station.''
Then I buried my head in my pillow for the rest time.
The conclusion to the Cat and Mouse Duet is here... The Diamond Death walks alongside me, But the reaper is no match for me. I'm trapped in a world full of monsters dressed as men, and those who ar...
Online ár:
12 385 Ft
Eredeti ár: 13 036 Ft
Online ár:
10 500 Ft
Eredeti ár: 11 052 Ft
Online ár:
8 435 Ft
Eredeti ár: 8 878 Ft